This blog is very old.
I started off with it in a day and age when there wasn't a thing called "blog".
Sadly enough I never invented the word blog so I guess I can't say I had one of the earliest blogs around. Naah, I had something called: "News" or "About me" and later something pretty close to the word blog: "Writings".
Not too long ago, I started using the word "blog".
Now this blog hasn't been updated too much.
The time I do update it is mostly after dinner or after getting high or drunk (or both), so the articles are those written in an ecstasy kind of state. This can be ecstaticly happy or sad.
Now, in this kind of mindset one can not be very responsible for its actions. Either the writings are full of ego centric ramblings or just a drop to much flooding the bucket kind of emo mentality.
Needless to say, many of these posts got redacted the next morning.
Still there are some god honest posts on this blog where I actually reveal a lot about my innerself. Most of these posts probably ought to be removed but the next morning I forgot all about it and later on I couldn't be bothered.
I guess this is the problem with most blog writers.
They reveal a lot about themselves, they publish their inner feelings and show their true colors but in the end they are just nobodies on the web. They hide behind a pseudonym* and nobody in their real life environment will know it's them. (*pseudonym a.k.a. nickname)
When their environment figures out that "Tinkerbell21" is actually their ill tempered boss that dresses like a biker is actually writing about how he grew up with his barbiedolls soon enough he will loose his authority.
See, there you go. All those factions and organisation whimpering on about how you should just "be yourself" are proofen wrong. Or not? Is it like being gay and coming out of the closet?
If you are a white redneck racist blogger owning a blog about how you love gospel music is it a form of coming out of the closet? And will your redneck friends respect that?
No, because you are a hypocritical bastard.
There you go, it's not that you are not respected for your innerself, its that you are a hypocrit.
Be ashamed of yourself!